LIFES ENCOUNTERS
Published on May 28, 2005 By LIL RED In Misc
Here I sit in this lovely land callled Colorado. Waiting. Waiting for the right time to get up and move. Moving isn't an easy task. For everyone who has done it once before I am sure you can agree. How about moving from one state to another. WOW. What a change. For myself it is going to be. Living in Colorado for the past ten years. And now moving to Arizona. Just because my boyfriend is going I am somewhat.... SCARED. I have no clue what is out there. Only heard that you are aloud to carry guns there, and a few other good things to. I geuss I am just waiting. On this blog I happen to be writing right now I am just venting. I haven't been the best person to live with the past few days. My boyfriend whom is the Warlock of this site loves me to death. He wants me to go more than anything else in the world. I want to go too. I just don't know. In Colorado there is nothing here for me. In Arizona there is nothing there either. I just have made a home here and there isn't. Family I have none. One person would wonder what am I so worried about? Nothing I presume. I am going no doubt about that. I gave my word to him I would. I am just worried. My life hasn't been the greatest. I geuss maybe this is for the better. This move, WOW! A step into something where I have no control over. That is all. He reigns will be in his hands not mine. All in due time I wll know if this is the step for me or not. Of course to those fellow bloggers interested in my leap I will keep you posted. As of right now we are backing his house. Within the next couple of weeks we will be moving. He has job there and a house already. No issue there. I just my own f&(%*d up head is all driving me crazy. And words of calming or ease would be appreciated.

lilred
A Fairy and a Warlock
JUST BREATHE.

Comments
on May 28, 2005
Yo lil_whatever, we are standing between the Deep South of Africa, and the snowy hills of Norwich, England. Having had hopes of the USA at times and then England at others, that old 'betwixt two' ~ the desire to leave and yet the longing ot stay is something one just learns to put in the back pocket and live in the now. Sort of like standing in a shopping line on a Saturday, and catching oneself living in the 'I'll soon be out of here' instead of 'here I am, this is the moment.' .A.